my darknes

its like a dream on a green gras hill
sweet calm teh perfict place
thean slowly darkness takes over
covering all frends famly evrything
thears a littel light thats left
far away
its bin thear for a a few years now
i bin walking 2 it for sow long now
but it only seams 2 get fuder away
and i am sow tierd i just wane lay down and let it end
crol up let over take me and give up
but somting keeps me gowing
perhaps a am as subron as the ppl who wane be frends whit me (JK)
mabye i am fither but just dont know it
or mabye i am 2 dum 2 know better
evry day seams longer and moor aloon
all feals like one big fucking day only getting worst and worst
i am lossing my mind getting insean
i am just dowing the same thing over and over
nothing changes just the same point less things
wo have i sow failt in my life
i was great once frends futher a life
now look at me its pathetic
idk way i eavon riding this
eavon if samone reads this nobady cares
eavon my GF dusnt seam 2 care anymoor
mabye i am treuly aloon in this world
anyway gato get my stuff gotta get walking again lights not getting closer