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Deep into that darkness peering, long I stood there wondering, fearing, 
Doubting, dreaming dreams no mortal ever dared to dream before
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good lord what a work

1. Do you sleep with your closet doors open or closed?

shit be closed cant stand em open

2. Do you take the shampoos and conditioner bottles from hotels?

na to poor to gow to those places

3. Do you sleep with your sheets tucked in or out?

out

4. Have you stolen a street sign before?

not sure i think i did once

5. Do you like to use post-it-notes?

i dont care

6. Do you cut out coupons but then never use them?

nope

7. Would you rather be attacked by a big bear or a swarm of bees?

dusnt matter still gane be dead

8. Do you have freckles?

kinda light ones olmost cant see em but thay be there

9. Do you always smile for pictures?

na i be creapy wean i do

10. What is your biggest pet peeve?

what?????

11. Do you ever count your steps when you walk?

nope

12. Have you peed in the woods?

mhm

13. Have you ever pooped in the woods?

fuck no

14. Do you ever dance even if theres no music playing?

no cuss i always have music

15. Do you chew your pens and pencils?

mhm

16. How many people have you slept with this week?

idk like 8 or somting

17. What size is your bed?

fuck if i know

18. What is your song of the week?


19. Is it OK for guys to wear pink?

fuck if i care

20. Do you still watch cartoons?

some times

21. What is your least favorite movie?

i dont like any think thay are gay no realy somting about men in tight outfits is just gay

22. Where would you bury hidden treasure if you had some?

the bank? you know kinda safe thare

23. What do you drink with dinner?

cola or somting

24. What do you dip a chicken nugget in?

nothing you animals

25. What is your favorite food?

chicken ribs take a pic

26. What movies could you watch over and over again and still love?

supper troopers

27. Last person you kissed/kissed you?

my rat max

28. Were you ever a boy/girl scout?

hahaha no

29. Would you ever strip or pose nude in a magazine?

depents whats in it for me

30. When was the last time you wrote a letter to someone on paper?

whats paper?

31. Can you change the oil on a car?

probly

32. Ever gotten a speeding ticket?

nope

33. Ever ran out of gas?

no

34. What’s your favorite kind of sandwich?

bacon ham egg and mayonnaise

35. Best thing to eat for breakfast?

nothing i dont eat in the morning cant keep it in

36. What is your usual bedtime?

use to be 23pm BUT SOME KEEPS SKYPING ME RED!

37. Are you lazy?

yep

38. When you were a kid, what did you dress up as for Halloween?

me

39. What is your Chinese astrological sign?

fuck off i am a pig

40. How many languages can you speak?

engliss dutch

41. Do you have any magazine subscriptions?

nope

42. Which are better: legos or lincoln logs?

lego

43. Are you stubborn?

kinda yea i am

44. Who is better: Leno or Letterman?

like i give a shiiiit

45. Ever watch soap operas?

haha no

46. Are you afraid of heights?

kinda

47. Do you sing in the car?

nope

48. Do you sing in the shower?

nope

49. Do you dance in the car?

nope

50. Ever used a gun?

sadly no

51. Last time you got a portrait taken by a photographer?

fuck if i know

52. Do you think musicals are cheesy?

yep

53. Is Christmas stressful?

nope

54. Ever eat a pierogi?

a what?

55. Favorite type of fruit pie?

none

56. Occupations you wanted to be when you were a kid?

army enginere

57. Do you believe in ghosts?

hahaha no

58. Ever have a Deja-vu feeling?

from time to time

59. Do you take a vitamin daily?

nope

60. Do you wear slippers?

no

61. Do you wear a bath robe?

no

62. What do you wear to bed?

underwear

63. What was your first concert?

was small one you wuddent know it

64. Walmart, Target, or Kmart?

nooooooo nonono no

65. Nike or Adidas?

nike

66. Cheetos or Fritos?

cheetos

67. Peanuts or Sunflower seeds?

peanuts

68. Ever hear of the group Tres Bien?

no

69. Ever take dance lessons?

no

70. Is there a profession you picture your future spouse doing?

hahaha as if i ever get one

71. Can you curl your tongue?

sure

72. Ever won a spelling bee?

hahahahahahahahaha

73. Have you ever cried because you were so happy?

i think so

74. Own any record albums?

no

75. Own a record player?

no

76. Do you regularly burn incense?

no shit fuck whit my trouth

77. Ever been in love?

yea great fealing

78. Who would you like to see in concert?

olderbadns i dotn think thay realy play no moor sadly

79. What was the last concert you saw?

was at a bar 9 bands no entray fee

80. Hot tea or cold tea?

ice thee 

81. Tea or coffee? 

nope

82. Sugar cookies or snickerdoodles?

mmmmm hard choice snickerdoodles i geus

83. Can you swim well?

i dotn drown so thats good

84. Can you hold your breath without holding your nose?

sure who cant

85. Are you patient?

haha some times wean its worth the wait

86. DJ or band at a wedding?

BAND!

87. Ever won a contest?

dus bingo count?

88. Have you ever had plastic surgery?

no whats wrong whit yea

89. Which are better: black or green olives?

nope just no

90. Can you knit or crochet?

no

91. Best room for a fireplace?

studie

92. Do you want to get married?

wean its teh rigth person to bad ill never find her

93. If married, how long have you been married?

nope

94. Who was your high school crush?

idk some girl dotn remaber her name

95. Do you cry and throw a fit until you get your own way?

no i make em see the error of thar ways and make em coem to my point on thar own ^^

96. Do you have kids?

nope happly not

97. Do you want kids?

hahaha no

98. What is your favorite color?

no idee depants on what it is gilrs i gow for red cars moor a matt black etc etc

99. Do you miss anyone right now?

use to no moor

100. Who are you going to tag to do this video next?

liek thay lisen
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here's to the heart fed up and scart cold cast down and out misunderstood judged no damn good cynic caught up in douth
and to a heap of lonely nights again ahh least it's been awhile since i been properly emo
at least i know i still feel god has a funny sense of humor
he gives you what you want then takes it away pretty hilarious ain't it
what i have not done enough good deeds yet
of have i not been punished enough yet for the ones i did do
ye gods funny 
tho i really need to stop going to DA to vent
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so valentine's day will be soon and my GF is very far a way for a long time but i still wanna do something sweet and or romantic for her and friend came with a great idea so i need your help i wanna make a small clip with ppl wishing us a happy valentines day you'll not only make abel to give the best gift ever you will also make a depressed girl smile again in a long while
you can write it on a piece of paper sing it say it yell it with a group let your imagination go wild but in case here's an idea "we wish theresa and Menno an uber cool valentines" please make it possible for me to give the greatest V-day gift to her
you can sent pics and vids to my email mcsgaap1@gmail.comso valentine's day will be soon and my GF is very far a way for a long time but i still wanna do something sweet and or romantic for her and friend came with a great idea so i need your help i wanna make a small clip with ppl wishing us a happy valentines day you'll not only make abel to give the best gift ever you will also make a depressed girl smile again in a long while
you can write it on a piece of paper sing it say it yell it with a group let your imagination go wild but in case here's an idea "we wish theresa and Menno an uber cool valentines" please make it possible for me to give the greatest V-day gift to her
you can sent pics and vids to my email mcsgaap1@gmail.com my thanks
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if you lose the one thing you love most you start to wonder the choses you make
you think of teh chose you made and the repercussions thea had
wonder if it wer right or wrong only you can juge that
ther your choses afther all
good or bad is from your point of view
evry person has a difrent set of moral standerts
thats what set the good or bad
whats good for one can be normal or bad for a nather
like i said point back to the point here
wean you think of it it can drive you insean
keep you up at night the things you uncover are not always good
most of the times thear just regrads things you wane do over
things youd do difrent sad reminders of the failers you made
often raises more questions thean answers
you start asking your self what ifs if onlys
in the end you feal dead and worthless inside
not knowing what to do whit your self
only chose to move on
but feals like your hearts been riptout
you feel empty weak and yousles
and thean the circal starts over
and you starting thinking again
its thought to get out and can tear you down whit eas
in teh end you gat to move on hard as it me be
and forget about the one you love
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sow lads and lesses E3 is here and here is my list of favors
fallout 4
anno 2205
gears of war 4
halo 5
homefront 2
just cause 3
mad max
mass effect
xcom 2 
Tom Clancy's Ghost Recon: Wildlands
good time a head
tell me what your favos are
have a good day ppl
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sow finaly i gats kik ppl hoopfolly
ppl stop whining about it now
username mcsgaap1
add me if you want
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1. What sexuality are you?
normal

2. Are you in a relationship?
nope

3. If yes, who is your partner?
X

4. If no, would you want to be in one? 

kida yea

5. What would you do if a person of the same gender wants to date you?
sigh way is nothing easy

6. Do you believe in horoscopes?
no

7. What zodiac sign are you?
fuck if i know

8. Are you in love?
naaaa think not

9. How many relationships did you have?
few not mutch

10. Which one did you like the most?
a sweet emo girl
sigh fucking bitch

11. What are you looking for in your partner?
treuth honest you know that fagy stuff

12. What should your partner know about you?
i am insane hahahahahha

13. For the physics; what would/do you like in your partner?
x

14. Do you have any fetishes?
x

15. Would you like to be dominate or your partner?
fuck that

16. Who did you have a relationship with in the past?
nice try

17. Do you still have contact to them?
no that was the problem sigh bitch

18. If yes, how does your partner feel, if you have one?
x

19. Are you flirting a lot?
nope

20. Which of your past and current partners is the most similar to you?
emo girl again sigh bitch

21. Do others know that you have or had a relationship?
fuck if know fuck if i care

22. Have you had your first kiss yet?
kida

23. Are you a virgin?
sigh yea fuck you

24. What do you like the most about your partner, if you have one?
the care

25. Do other people know about your sexuality?
wat i am normal

26. How was your first relationship?
oke i geus

27. Your first love?
fuck off

28. Which gender were your past relationships?
females of cores ow and a emo yes its difrent race XD

29. Do your parents/family members know about your love life?
fuck if i know not realy care

30. Did someone reject you before?
who dident

31. Are you happy about your love life?
Not yet.

32. Did you reject anyone?
one

33. Do girls or boys like you more?
girls always seem 2 have moor female frends weerdly but no GF sigh thear is no god

34. Does your love like you back, if you are in love?
thuth sow geus i was rong

35. What was your cheesiest relationship?
not realy had one

36. Do you often show off with your relationships?
nope

37. Do you remember all of your relationship's anniversaries?
nope
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just click this link sow i get a point
and heling me get free games tnx you
steam-key-giveaway.com/index.p…
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it bin a time sins i dun one of theas sow hire we gow
and i am happy for a change yeaaaaaaa
i turnt 19 day ago sow it cool
and i gat a tosti iron(google calls it a sandwich iron but a tosti is difrent dammit)
mmm ow yea gat forza horizon 2 for xbox 360 do(sow i have no rain cuss taht takes sow mutch space pfffff)
still nice game XD
biside that not mutch happend
i gat my skyrim working again still runs like crap but better thean nothing
i saw this movie think on facebook
wer a dutch women was stabet 70X time in the middel of the street was kinda creapy
ow and i tottaly addicted to cinemasins hahaha
wel be good gents
and same wize words for you all
do not clim the tree to hunt fish
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ring ding ding ding ring ding babby
i am sow boooooooooord XD
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Shadows on a scorched horizon 
Like a wall we stand 
Arizona roarin’, risin’ 
From the scalded sand 
Static on a distant signal 
Gonna fade to wind 
Iron in my blistered fingers 
Leather-made my skin 
The cries of a dead world 
Callin’ out in pain 
Red skies on the desert 
Are the blood in a ranger’s veins 
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holy crap my wolrd of warcraft wtf hahaha
i am like level 20 way wud same one hack it 
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sow this moring i went in all my hunger 2 the store
just like evry ather day wean i need 2 get same new food in my hous
sow i grabt same breed same mead a pizza and same
ijsthee ow and same monster energy
sow i went 2 pay wean i saw that i was 150 bugs poorer
aka the money for 3 weeks of food
whitch was in my wallet 2 days ago
spw i bin stolen from bye a sow callt frend
damit how can this day get worst
fuck 3 weeks whit out food
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dit you ever want it 2 ask me somting
but dident have the balls or the right moment
now is your time ^^
wat ever you want to ask
nothing is 2 weerd or 2 far
il answer evry thing
sow ask away
(and no i have litraly nothing better 2 do)
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About Me
[] I am shorter than 5'4.
[0] I think I'm ugly.
[0] I have many scars.
[] I tan easily. 
[0] I wish my hair was a different colour
[0] I have friends who have never seen my natural hair colour.
[ ] I have a tattoo.
[] I am self-conscious about my appearance
[] I have/I've had braces.
[0] I wear glasses.(sunglasess XD)
[ ] I would get plastic surgery if it were 100% safe, free of cost, and scar-free
[] I've been told I'm attractive by a complete stranger. 
[] I have more than 2 piercings.
[] I have piercings in places besides my ears.
[] I have freckles.

Family/Home Life
[0] I've sworn at my parents
[0] I've run away from home.
[0] I've been kicked out of the house.
[] My biological parents are together. 
[ ] I have a sibling less than one year old.
[] I want to have kids someday.(i need a girl for that sow it sort of ends thear hahaha) 
[ ] I've had children.
[ ] I've lost a child.

School/Work
[] I'm in school.
[] I have a job 
[0] I've fallen asleep at work/school 
[ ] I almost always do my homework. 
[0] I've missed a week or more of school. 
[ ] I've been on the Honor Roll within the last 2 years.
[] I failed more than 1 class last year. 
[ ] I've stolen something from my job.
[0] I've been fired.
[0] I've skipped school

Embarrassment
[ ] I've slipped out a "lol" in a spoken conversation.
[] Disney movies still make me cry 
[0] I've peed from laughing. 
[] I've snorted while laughing. 
[] I've laughed so hard I've cried 
[] I've glued my hand to something.
[] I've laughed till some kind of beverage came out of my nose
[] I've had my pants rip in public. 

Health
[0] I was born with a disease/impairment. 
[] I've gotten stitches.
[0] I've broken a bone.
[ ] I've had my tonsils removed.
[] I've sat in a doctors office with a friend.
[ ] I've had my wisdom teeth removed.
[ ] I had a serious surgery.
[] I've had chicken pox.

Traveling
[] I've ridden over 200 miles in one day
[] I've been on a plane.
[] I've been to Canada 
[ ] I've been to Mexico.
[] I've been to Niagara Falls.
[ ] I've been to Japan.
[ ] I've celebrated Mardi Gras in New Orleans.
[0] I've been to Europe (dutch and proud of it)
[ ] I've been to Africa.
[ ] I've been to Asia.

Experiences
[] I've gotten lost in my city 
[] I've seen a shooting star. 
[] I've wished on a shooting star 
[ ] I've seen a meteor shower. 
[0] I've gone out in public in my pajamas 
[] I've pushed all the buttons on an elevator.
[] I've kicked a guy where it hurts 
[] I've been to a casino
[0] I've been an abuse victim (moor ways thatn one nobady likes me)
[] I've gone skinny dipping.
[0] I've played spin the bottle
[0] I've drank a whole gallon of milk in one hour 
[] I've crashed a car 
[ ] I've been skiing.
[0] I've been in a play 
[] I've seen the Northern Lights.
[0] I've sat on a roof top at night 
[] I've played chicken. 
[0] I've played a prank on someone
[0] I've ridden in a taxi. 
[ ] I've seen the Rocky Horror Picture Show
[ ] I've eaten sushi.
[ ] I've been snowboarding. 

Relationships
[0] I've had someone cheat on me.(2 times wel one sure ather just dont have teh proof long distens right desprestion right sigh life)
[ ] I've gone on a blind date.
[0] I've been the dumped more than the dumper.
[0] I miss someone right now.(yea behond behond evry thing feals sow fuckt up drives me crazy i just cant let gow pefatic) 
[0] I have a fear of commitment 
[0] I have a fear of abandonment
[] I've cheated in a relationship.
[0] I've had feelings for someone who didn't have them back.
[0] I've told someone I loved them when I didn't.
[0] I've told someone I didn't love them when I did.
[] I've kept something from a past relationship.

Sexuality
[] I've had a crush on a teacher.
[0] I love to flirt. 
[] I've been kissed in the rain.
[0] I've hugged a stranger.
[ ] I have kissed a stranger.

Honesty/Crime
[] I am a terrible liar.
[0] I've done something I promised someone else I wouldn't
[0] I've done something I promised myself I wouldn't
[0] I've snuck out of my house.
[0] I have lied to my parents about where I am
[0] I am keeping a secret from the world. 
[0] I've cheated while playing a game.
[0 I've run a red light. 
[0] I've been suspended from school.
[0] I've witnessed a crime. 
[0] I've been in a fist fight.
[0] I've been arrested.
[0] I've shoplifted. (was young whit most off this crim list)

Drugs/Alcohol
[0] I've consumed alcohol. (from time 2 time a beer dont hurt XD)
[ ] I regularly drink.
[ ] I've passed out from drinking.
[ ] I have passed out drunk at least once in the past 6 months.
[0] I've smoked weed. 
[] I've taken painkillers when I didn't need them. 
[/] I'm a stoner.(if smoket same just for fun nothign real or somting jsut same fun whit ppl but its ligal hire sow yea)
[ ] I've snorted cocaine.
[] I've eaten shrooms.
[] I've popped E.
[ ] I've inhaled Nitrous.
[] I've done hard drugs. 
[] I have cough drops when I'm not sick.
[] I can't swallow pills. 
[0] I can swallow about 5 pills at a time no problem
[0] I have been diagnosed with clinical depression.
[0] I shut others out when I'm depressed (i do that any way i dont trust ppl)
[  ] I take anti-depressants.
[ ] I've slept an entire day when I didn't need it
[0] I've hurt myself on purpose
[0] I'm addicted to self harm.(was still feal teh kicks dont do it kidys no matter how great it feals)
[0] I've woken up crying.
[0] I've cried myself to sleep.
[0] I've seen a therapist(2 meany and still nobady dus a shit)
[0] I've been told to see one by more than 3 people

Death and Suicide
[ ] I'm afraid of dying
[0] I hate funerals.
[0] I've seen someone dying
[/] Someone close to me has attempted suicide(not sure i think)
[ ] Someone close to me has committed suicide 
[0] I've planned my own suicide(evry night think of reason way i sudent seam lees and less)
[0] I've attempted suicide.(7 times)
[ ] I've written a eulogy for myself.

Materialism
[ ] I own over 5 rap CDs.
[0] I own an iPod or MP3 player. 
[] I have an unhealthy obsession with anime/manga.
[ ] I own multiple designer purses, costing over $100 a piece. 
[ ] I own something from topman 
[ ] I own something from river island 
[ ] I collect MANGA.
[ ] I own something from Binns
[] I own something I got on e-bay.
[ ] I own something from Abercrombie
[] I own something from Hollister Co

Political/Social Attitudes
[0] In general, I don't like people. (thats a understat ment)
[ ] I'm a feminist. 
[ ] I'm outgoing.
[ ] I listen to political music.
[ ] I'm Democratic.
[ ] I'm Republican.
[ ] I'm liberal. 
[] I am religious. (fuck no its the sores of sow meany problems in this world)
[] I dress fairly modestly
[ ] My attitude is, "If you've got it, flaunt it." 

Random
[] I can sing well
[] I've stolen a tray from a fast food restaurant. 
[ ] I open up to others easily
[] I watch the news.
[ ] I don't kill bugs.
[ ] I hate hearing songs that sacrifice meaning for the sake of being able to rhyme.
[00000000000000] I curse regularly.
[] I sing in the shower 
[ ] I am a morning person. (hahahahaha)
[ ] I paid for my cell phone ringtone.
[] I'm a snob about grammar (cant speel for shit)
[ ] I am a sports fanatic.
[] I twirl my hair.
[ ] I love being neat.
[0] I'm too lazy to bother being neat. 
[ ] I love Spam
[/] I've copied more than 30 CD's in a day(just torrent theam XD)
[ ] I bake well. 
[] My favorite color is either white, yellow, pink, red or blue
[] I would wear pajamas to school 
[ ] I like Martha Stewart.
[/] I know how to shoot a gun
[/] I am in love with love.(great fealing feal special 2 same one keeping eachather safe and shit lovet it) 
[0] I am guilty of tYpInG lIkE tHiS.
[0] I laugh at my own jokes
[0] I eat fast food weekly
[] I believe in ghosts. 
[0] I am online 24/7, even as an away message. 
[0] I've not turned anything in and still got an A in a certain class. 
[0] I can't sleep if there is a spider in the room.
[] I am really ticklish
[0] I love white chocolate 
[0] I bite my nails.
[0] I play video games. (24/7)
[] I'm good at remembering faces 
[ ] I'm good at remembering names 
[] I'm good at remembering dates. 
[0] I have no idea what I want to do for the rest of my life.
  • Listening to: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=xOCpvHnGvNE&index=
  • Reading: my mail
  • Watching: nothing
  • Playing: nothing
  • Eating: mmm good i am hungry lets see what i have
  • Drinking: lipton ijsthee
its like a dream on a green gras hill
sweet calm teh perfict place
thean slowly darkness takes over
covering all frends famly evrything
thears a littel light thats left
far away
its bin thear for a a few years now
i bin walking 2 it for sow long now
but it only seams 2 get fuder away
and i am sow tierd i just wane lay down and let it end
crol up let over take me and give up
but somting keeps me gowing
perhaps a am as subron as the ppl who wane be frends whit me (JK)
mabye i am fither but just dont know it
or mabye i am 2 dum 2 know better
evry day seams longer and moor aloon
all feals like one big fucking day only getting worst and worst
i am lossing my mind getting insean
i am just dowing the same thing over and over
nothing changes just the same point less things
wo have i sow failt in my life
i was great once frends futher a life
now look at me its pathetic
idk way i eavon riding this
eavon if samone reads this nobady cares
eavon my GF dusnt seam 2 care anymoor
mabye i am treuly aloon in this world
anyway gato get my stuff gotta get walking again lights not getting closer
  • Listening to: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=xOCpvHnGvNE&index=
  • Reading: my mail
  • Watching: nothing
  • Playing: nothing
  • Eating: mmm good i am hungry lets see what i have
  • Drinking: lipton ijsthee
dutch lost today it is a sad day
sad day indeed
sow pisst now dont have words for it
  • Listening to: slayer metalica iron maiden judes priest etc
  • Reading: my mail
  • Watching: nothing
  • Playing: nothing
  • Eating: mmm good i am hungry lets see what i have
  • Drinking: lipton ijsthee
I'm just doing this because I want to see what happens //lol

SINGLE OR NOT put this as your journal and see what you get 

♥ = I want a relationship with you

C: = I'm falling for you

:3 = I miss you

;] = I really like you

:* = I want to kiss you

:< = I hate you

: X = I like you

O: = I like you but I'm in a relationship

:/ = I like you but you're in a relationship

:] = You're cute

</3 = I regret leaving you

:b = We should get to know each other

;^) = We should hang out

<3 = Love you

>:3 = Sex!

<:^ = I want to know you

@FT@= Stalk//

eue= You're hot

<:3 = You're a great friend

^_^ = We're friends

^.^ = We're best friends

-.- = I don't know you

  • Listening to: slayer metalica iron maiden judes priest etc
  • Reading: my mail
  • Watching: nothing
  • Playing: nothing
  • Eating: mmm good i am hungry lets see what i have
  • Drinking: lipton ijsthee